intricatenothing

I’ve been sitting here so long I have been wondering if I’m still here. Maybe I am and I have just rotted into the fabric on my chair. Alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone... I’m thinking why I cannot say no to you. I’m thinking I’m sick of fucking around with you I’m saying it’s all or nothing baby. It’s all or nothing with me and you. I will not be the one hurt and left to hang, If you want to murder me you have only succeeded with a gag. Your hands might be around my throat, But you don’t see my plans, You don’t see me cutting your rope. Killing me softly as you rampage t

Is it within the walls or just within the walls of my mind, Chipping away the paint as I bleed silently in this pool. The lounge I lay on is a comfort zone, where the seams come undone Although sometimes I hang upside down and watch the world spin I am not a light bulb that adorns your bedroom. I am that box of memories that sits under your bed covered in dust, how I long for the sun shines rays to caress my mind.  How a crystal throws rainbows into a room is how my love roams this earth looking for you.   As I search the eagle will be my only friend and just as a kind word can sometimes be overlooked, so will my watchful eye on you go